I’ve got writers block. Bleh. I try to write something but I feel it’s already been said and I don’t want to sound the same as another. I can’t even write this without backing up. I read a lot of quotes, momisms, and the like to help jolt my brain to no avail.
I have a few stories and poems in the works. I get so far and I draw a blank. I get on a train of thought and the second I’m interrupted the thought derails and I have a hard time readjusting. Or getting back on track. I’d like for my thoughts to automatically be transferred to paper (wishful thinkin, i know) Because the moment I go to write whatever it was that I was going to write it’s gone. I give myself headaches trying to think of what it was. I even retrace my steps, go back to doing whatever it was i was doing just to get my train of thought back.
Sometimes poems come as easily as a mud slide other times it’s stuck like chuck. I’ve rewritten poems until it was totally different from what I had in mind. The stories I’m working on, 3 in fact, I haven’t got titles because I’m not finished with them. I’ve got the plots and story going but I’ve come to a stopping point. When I’m working on one story it seems that the other story starts speaking and I go to work on that one. It’s a neverending cycle! I’d love to be able to have lots more time with each one.
It’s definitely a struggle.
On another note, I start my classes back on the 22nd. I’m excited about these classes which include creative writing and humanities 11. Writing and art. My two favs.
I hope I didn’t bore you too bad. Needed a little vent.